Mid life? Really...?

Ok... so I am 35 today. *sigh* I know alot of people will say "35 is young still...?" (see the question at the end of that? I feel like I am really mid-life now... for real! I guess that can be a good thing, though, right? I will stop complaining. well almost~

I had a pretty good weekend. Friday night was tough, but Saturday started out better. We went to Jess' swim meet at Skyline. She did ok. Sometimes I feel as though she is starting to lose her passion for it. When I first met her, she was SOOO gun ho! She would rock an event, and then look at me and say," Did you see how well I did? That was for YOU!!" It was cute. Now she gets kind of bored with it. Maybe not... who really knows but her. I hope she works up some enthusiam for Austria~ that's a lot of time and money to get her there. I really think she is STILL PMS'ing it. LOL She would kill me if she knew I was talking about this, but I think her hormones are all out of whack. She's eleven, and getting ready to start anyday. PLEASE be any day!! lol All the women in this house, sheesh! All on the same cycle soon? Oh my, someone help us! lol Anyway, she is so emotional. Today was really up and down. We explained to her that soon she will understand, after the fact. lol

Anyway.. got off track. So after her swim meet, we had to rush her to a b-day party, and then after that we had a b-day party for me and Lu at her step-moms house. I got gardening stuff. lol It's pretty ironic, seems how I keep killing the starter plants she gives me. lol

I also got some other stuff. Then her step-mom watched the girls and I suprised Lu with a night at a hotel with a hot tub next to the bed. It was awesome. We woke up had breakfast, and then went and got the girls. Had sushi for lunch/dinner and then played guitar hero.

My sister called (Sort of) and my mom. Amanda text me, and so did Shannon and Rosi. I think that was it. Yeah... hmmm... I guess I didn't notice until tonight that those are the only people that wished me a happy birthday! Rude. Wait.. Bridg sent me a myspace message and Doni did too. Dani sent me a face book message. But you know... the people that I thought that i was closer to... nothing. The sad part is... i really didn't care. I mean, I was a little suprised abouta couple of people that i didn't hear from, but I was happy being with my family. I have changed so much since the last few birthdays. I didn't want to go out and drink, or party with friends like I used to. I was perfectly hapy and content with being with my family. I guess I really AM middle -age! lol Getting old.

All in all, it was a good day, and weekend. I'm a little sad about the puppies, but in the end, I think it will work out.

I am going to crash now. I am super tired and lately it seems that's all I am. I think the inversion has totally messed with my oxygen levels. I have never really paid attention to the warnings, but with this heart issue, I guess i better start, huh? Its totally kicking my butt, and making me just want to sleep... I am hopefully going to be going part time at work soon, so I can get more rest, and take care of myself. I think I'm stretching myself a little thin at times. Lu, moreso than me... but I think my body makes me feel it more. She is so good to me. I know that if it weren't for the money we owe, she would have me stay home and take care of the girls...someday....

Ok, so I am totally rambling, and there's no creative out for me tonight. I'll let it slide and hopefully sleep well enough to try again tomorrow.

Thanks to those who did wish me well today.

Night~